Monday, March 24, 2008

Mom

---My Mother is like a saint. Sometimes she can be a little intense, but you get used to it. Im sick and tired of seeing what little friendships she has be manipulated by everyone but her. I mean fuck, she is still getting over the loss of her husband that she was married to for 20 damn years. She put up with me when I was a junkie in the gutter and then some. Yet her friends play mind games w/ her head.

Dont make Tippy angry. You no like him when he gets angry.

Its hard to describe my relationship with my Mom. She is my best friend, that I do know. I also know I can go to her with any problem I have and her faith has taught me tons of lessons over the years.

Sure, sometimes I wanna smack her, but deep down dont we all feel that way about family at one point or another? I owe her my life, literally, her and God. Without those 2 in my life, I would have been dead years ago I think.

Gosh, at times, I display my darkest human qualities and can admit that sometimes I hate other people. Right now, this is one of those moments.---

3 comments:

Scott said...

I always felt your Mom was super sweet and nice, I never could understand why you could be so very hard on her, especially in front of your friends? But then there was Frank and his parents, and it made me think that if I were to only understand my own parent child relationship then I would be a lucky boy indeed.

I'm not questioning your relationship with her, I think you are both wonderful people... well ok maybe you are just a little more crochity, tehehehehe.

Sickboy said...

yeah, the days of those kind of happenings are long gone and over. Im not the one hurting her anymore, its other people, for unknown reasons and it makes me really mad.

My Mom is pretty damn cool.

Sickboy said...

yeah, my Mom is solid gold to me, it just took me years to see that Scott. Sure we have our disagreements now and what have you but without her....no tellin where Id be.

Shes pretty kick ass and Im glad you brought up those qualities about her, thank you bro! Most of the time when we fight now its over $$$ and nothing more.

Her and me is like 2 and 3...