Monday, January 28, 2008

HaTe

---Took me 15 mins. to replace the wiper blades on my car because I was reading the directions wrong, but they're all good now dog. Im sick and tired of hearing my Mother cry in pain so much because she feels lost. I wanna fucking hurt somebody.

Im sick of this nation getting a hard on over this fucking newly found black assed prince that has come from out of nowhere and I am sick of The Republican Party bickering and pointing fingers at one another.

Im really sick and FUCKING TIRED of hearing my Mom cry herself to sleep almost every night because my Dad left her with over 7 thousand dollars of debt to take care of. Its freaking her out and she feels trapped. There is nothing I can do there to help her, except listen and be extra supportive.

Living in fear sucks guys.

I JUST got put on a new medication today that is totally gonna fuck with me for weeks and weeks to come before I can get used to it too. This sucks.

How I am not still abusing drugs through out all of this is beyond me........

4 comments:

sp9000 said...

I feel like the weather must be aggravating things, because I am having a tough time dealing with the simpler things in my life today as well. I just watched the weather and it looks like we are due in for another big change, maybe it will be for the better.

dad-e~O said...

sorry fellas, feel better soon...

Sickboy said...

I wish I could just pass this off as bad weather blues even though tomorrow we get snow and are tossed back into the 20s again.

But this goes way beyond some dark clouds for me.

Gonna start drawing up plans to rob a bank, or at the least hit a few of the better gas stations here in town, anyone else want in?

dad-e~O said...

pass